Death by Piggy

I can’t breathe very well right now. Every time I exhale I get a hot blast of stale air down my collar and up in my eyes. But there’s really nothing I can do about that because my school is requiring me to wear a sick mask.

Rather than explaining what it a sick mask is, it’s better to just show you.



These masks have been worn all over Japan for decades by people who have a cold or don’t want to catch one. It’s pretty common to see them in the winter time and it’s a nice gesture to wear one when you’re sick, seeing as you work and live in such close quarters with everyone around you. However, being forced to wear one when you are not sick and no one around you is sick is kind of aggravating.

If you remember back a few months, I’m sure you can recall the big scare about swine flu. Pigs from Mexico escaped from an underground research facility and started biting tourists in Cancun. Or something like that. One way or another, a special Piggy Brand of the flu started spreading around and making people mildly sick. Yes, some died unfortunately, but the number that did were only a fraction of the number that die every year from the regular flu.

Nevertheless, people got crazy! Swine flu was sweeping the nation and no one was safe, especially not you. Everybody reported on it, everyone was scared of it, and that most certainly included Japan.

During what I refer as the “first scare” (in actuality, pig flu has been around since 1918), Japan joined the U.S. in their obsessive freak-out over the flu. But while America got bored and moved on to other useless fears, Japan stayed on the case and ceaselessly beat the horse until it was not only dead but hardly recognizable as an animal.

Every day in our morning meetings, the school nurse gave an influenza report. People around my desk where always talking about “buta infuruenza” (pig flu) and how many people were infected.

Pretty soon, English-speaking teachers in my school kept coming up to me and telling me new facts about the pandemic. “Someone in Japan was infected. I think it was in Kyoto.” “The pandemic spread to Kobe. One hundred people died yesterday!” “Did you hear the five hundred people died in Osaka? It’s getting closer to us!” These words stirred visions of oinking zombies in my mind. I mean, how could five hundred people die in one day from a mild form of the flu? Zombies had to be involved.

It was around this time that Katie and I went to Korea. We ran into quite a few English speaking Koreans and talked extensively with an American soldier and his family. None of them seemed to care about swine flu and most had forgotten about it. The Korean TV we watched had nothing to do with pig flu and offered three episodes of the Simpsons every night. It was a beautiful break from Japanese TV.

Upon returning to Japan, the airport was on lockdown. EVERY worker wore a mask, and we were required to sign a paper declaring we felt perfectly fine. If it was found to be false we would be imprisoned for five months and fined 500,000 yen (about $5000 USD).

It turns out we got off easy. A week later, flights coming into Japan from foreign countries were kept on the ground for an hour to have people in biohazard suits take everyone’s temperature.

School got worse. People started wearing more and more masks, and schools all over Shiga started to close for weeks on end (mine didn’t unfortunately). The annual sports festival was cancelled because such a large gathering of people would certainly result in thousands dead. The festival, of course, is nothing like the crowded trains everyone rides every day.

The last straw came for me when my friend Patrick was prohibited from going home to America to be the best man in his brother’s wedding. The PTA put pressure on his principal who did not allow him to use his vacation days. Up until this point, it was just some ridiculous and mildly inconveniencing hype. But this took it too far.

It surprised me so much that all of Japan’s attention was on the fact that it was a “new type of flu” and not that the symptoms were actually milder than the average flu. It also surprised me that the signs posted everywhere about properly washing your hands after peeing were still ignored by every man I saw leave the bathroom. And the real kicker is that a country so concerned with hygiene still poops on the floor and (occasionally) washes their hands with a communal bar of soap sitting in standing water.

The one thing I can’t stand about Japan more than anything is the blatant disregard for facts and new information. If you find out that bugs get under your tatami (rice straw floor mats), then put carpeting in your house. If you find your house gets unnaturally cold in the winter, try that new insulation everyone’s talking about. And if you find you’re getting sick, wash your hands after you pee on them!

To be fair, the pig flu hysteria died down but only after the damage was done. Everyone got crazy, kids didn’t go to their sports festival, and Patrick didn’t get to go to his brother’s wedding. But despite it being low-key, it’s still annoying that because of an even newer new type of pig flu, we all have to wear masks even today. It doesn’t matter that no other country in the world cares about this new type of flu. It’s still capable of destroying the nation.

And to make my point one more time, I’d like to show that Center for Disease Control does not recommend the wearing of face masks for prevention of swine flu. I’m not saying that they just don’t mention it; I’m saying they flat out advise against it! In fact, according to mask manufacturer 3M “standards show how well respirators filter out particles in industrial settings, but there are no established exposure limits for biological agents such as swine flu virus” And Dr. Laurene Mascola, director of acute communicable disease control for the Los Angeles County Department of Public Health says that, “Masks may give people a false sense of security.”

Of course, that’s what it’s all about in Japan. A sense of security. Scared of pig flu? Wear a mask. Scared of women? Get a virtual dating game. Scared of people? Become a shut-in. Scared of dealing with problems or social expectations? Buy another Hello Kitty charm or character strap to hang off your phone. In fact, buy as many as possible because the more character goods you have the happier you will be.

I'm not trying to be a Japan hater, because I'm not. I really do love living here. Illogical panics that serve no purpose just get under my skin. And I am infamous for buying too many little character key chains and action figures, but I don't use it as my primary source of comfort. I promise you, I really love this country but sometimes it can be the most ridiculous place on earth.

Security blankets for all!

This is what Osaka looked like around May this year.

And here’s the reference I cited. I stole it off Wikipedia.
http://articles.latimes.com/2009/apr/30/science/sci-swine-mask30

NEVER FORGET! PATRICK '09!

Promises, Promises

I am married. I am wed. I am, for all intents and purposes, one half of a Mr. and Mrs. The long journey that began when I proposed to Katie six months ago, though truthfully it began even before that, is now over. Of course, a new journey is beginning with the small fanfare of tediously moving all my belongings into a smaller (but cleaner!) apartment.

I say all this because I’m at a point I haven’t been at in a while. The road is open with promise and waiting for me to grasp it by the teets and fill my cup with voluptuous wine. I know you may not have ever heard of a road that has wine-giving teets all over it, but that’s because it’s my road. My road of opportunity. And teets, apparently.

Stupid metaphors aside, I’m at a place to start writing again. Usually when I have a project in my head and heart, I can’t stop until it’s done. But in the previous case, it wasn’t a project but a person. Katie means more to me than anyone in the world and I couldn’t stop until she was mine. Also, spending time with her was way more fun than writing, so the choice was simple.

But now that I’m a husband, I have a much higher responsibility, to her and myself. Not that I’m going to stop spending time with her, heavens no! Really it was the wedding planning that got in the way. But I can’t just laze my days away eating grapes and planning weddings. I have a woman to provide for, and I’ll be damned if I get stuck doing it behind a desk. Unless of course, that desk has a screenplay or comic or art project on it.

The point is, I don’t know what God has for us in the future and I don’t know what it is I’m supposed to do with my life. I’ve spent too much time thinking of blog entries and not writing them because they weren’t good enough. Being in America for the wedding made me realize how precious my time is here. I started this blog to have a record of my time in Japan and to communicate my experiences to people I love (or don’t).

Now my time in Japan is over half finished and almost eight months or so are unblogged. I need writing skill for whatever I do in the future, because Lord knows my art isn’t good enough to stand on its own. And my writing isn’t going to get any better by not writing everything (though the wisdom to know what sucks is pretty invaluable).

So my purpose here is twofold:

1. To have a record of my time in Japan.
2. To increase my writing skill so I know my weaknesses and can work on them and use the blog as an outlet for art projects so I can figure out what I want to do with my life so I can make money someday doing something fun so Katie doesn’t die in a box. Also me not dying in a box too.

Okay, so that’s severalfold. But I feel God has been pushing me lately to develop my skills so I’ll be ready when He throws something my way. Also I’m really gonna miss my kids when I’m gone. They’re such a bunch of punks that piss me off all the time, but they’re really sweet and I’m gonna miss all of them.

I know this is a big promise. I’ve promised this so many times on so many blogs, like the husband who promises he’ll change and then gets drunk and falls in a well. I’m sure it’ll take some blogging then failing to blog and then blogging before I get a pattern down. But the important thing is I’m writing right now.

So to everyone who has stuck with me and keeps telling me to blog, thank you so much. I wouldn’t be writing this right now if it weren’t for you. You know who you are. But other people don’t, so thank you Katie, Mom, Dad, Gioia, Ryan, Aaron, Grandmommy, Aunt Shandee, The Walshes, Eric, Erik, Justin, Glenn, and many others I probably forgot.

Sorry if this entry is too serious. I’ll put something weird at the end. I want to start blogging soon, but it will have to come in between getting back in shape for Halloween and setting up a new home. Thankfully I have a year of Japan experience to recollect with both joy and bitterness in my heart. Also, I’ve been working for about six months now on a nine-page comic that’s both weird and awful. Once it’s done, I’ll post that too. I think it’s the best thing I’ve drawn in years. You be the judge.

Thanks again and it’s good to intend to be back.

-マイケル



Here, this oughta be weird enough to counteract the seriousness. Especially the first clip in the series. By the way, all of these openings demonstrate a hard and fast rule in Japan that holds true even today. Japan loves trumpets. They're in every major and official song. Brass band is a huge deal for my kids. It's just a fact.

Video on my other blog!

For those of you who don't know, or just pretend not to care, I have another more ancient blog from a previous trip to Japan. Not all too previous though. In fact, it happened a month before I started here on JET and gave only a week between flights to and from Japan. It was called K-SEP and it was magical, tragical time I'll never forget. My friend Aaron and I took a lot of video while we were there and put together a bit of a video blog for all to see. The only problem is, editing the video cut into our actual experience in Japan, so we stopped halfway through and decided to edit it when we got back to America.

Nine months later, the baby of our pregnant video footage kicked us from the inside and said, "LET ME OUT!" So Aaron began and finished the last of the video, prompting me to edit the final piece. So as you're waiting for me to write my next entry (It's coming. It just turns out sumo isn't an interesting topic), head on over to:

japandorasbox.blogspot.com

and watch up some video. It's good for you and won't kill you at once. The next video should follow shortly, pending my mustered gumption. See you all soon. Kiss miss.

-Michael

Thawing

Oh. My. Lands. Seriously guys, how long has it been? Weeks? No, we gotta be past counting in weeks. Months now. It’s been months since I’ve poured anything into this arranged word depository. Like a parent with a middle child, I never meant to neglect it. It just happened. I got caught up in the high stakes world of teaching English as a foreign language and couldn’t stop. Every day it was about meeting my quota and shifting my paradigm, all so I could make it to the top. And what did it get me? A sad and jaded blog that I can’t connect with anymore. I’m so sorry. I love you, Bloggy.

No, but seriously, ask anyone who has been around since I started blogging. This is, what, like my fourth blog now? The first one I updated every day for a year because I was in community college and no community college, no matter how prestigious, can occupy your time and engage you at the level required of monkeys learning sign language. So I had some time to kill. The next two blogs were about my Japan trips. Simple enough. Limited amount of time with plenty of material. But blogging is time-consuming. At least when I do it. So no blog gets finished without several hours worth of work put in. Thus, those fell by the wayside.

And so it was with East Meets Worst, I’m afraid. The hours required to make a simple entry just weren’t around once I got rolling at school and especially once the girlfriend came along. But the biggest culprit in this makey-not-bloggy situation is Winter.

Yes, everyone’s least-loved and most hated season of the year. People who say they love winter are lying to themselves and the whole community of season enthusiasts. Winter is a dreadful time of bitter cold, wet cold, dry cold, and skies grayer than Reed Richards’ unnecessary hair streak. Ick.

What a horrible time, especially here. The cold is so biting and the wind is so pushy that there is nothing to do but retreat indoors. The only problem is the indoors have no insulation, so you are forced to hole up next to an electric heater and not move for fear of hitting the cold patches that wrap around the outskirts of the heater’s reach. And that is the only solace to find. In school, where I spend most of my day, there are heaters in the classrooms, but not in the hallways. In fact, the doors and windows are left open all winter for reasons no Japanese person can explain to me. The best explanation I’ve gotten is “because we’ve always done that.” Apparently areas between rooms in Shogun and Samurai houses were open to the elements all year, so for some reason the doors and windows in the hallways of modern buildings have to be open too.

Well, shogun and samurai also pooped in a hole in the ground. That doesn’t mean we should still do that. Oh wait, we do.

I really don’t mean to be cynical, but I think most of you who know me know very well that I hate cold. I love heat. Oh goodness, I’d eat raw heat for every meal if I could. But cold, no thank you. And even though I wear an excessive amount of undergarments (long johns, knee high socks, underpants, undershirt, long undershirt, long thermal underundershirt), going between the teachers room and the classrooms is like a nippy dash through a gauntlet of uncomfortability. Like the levels in video games where there’s dark and light and the light moves around and you have to stay in the light or these bat monsters eat you. It’s like that except there are no patches of light and the ice bats gnawing at my thighs are screaming, “The fool! He’s only wearing three layers here!”

But all that is changing, slowly but surely. The past couple of days have been nice, warmish days. Today is back to sucky and rainy, but even that can’t diminish the excitement I feel for the warm yesterdays I had. The wintertime is beginning to thaw and so is my cold, rough soul. Things that bugged me just don’t bug me anymore.

Like that kid, Jackie. Remember him? The one who yelled ‘vagina’ at me. The last blog I wrote before I went into hibernation was about him. I had pretty much given up on him completely, but it turns out he’s really not so bad. I mean, he is bad and really an a-hole to everyone, but he’s not violent or physically aggressive to the teachers like some students here are. In fact, one day a few weeks ago, I began class by saying I was hungry (I had forgotten my lunch that day), and Jackie came to me at the end of class and gave me a strawberry pastry from his backpack. I didn’t eat the pastry because it was smashed and expired, but I appreciated the gesture and told him it was delicious the next day.

Now he even talks to me from time to time. He just comes to my desk to speak the four English words he has learned in the past three years. Two of those words are ‘penis’ and ‘vagina’, so our topics of conversation are kind of limited. But the moral of the story is, just because someone is a total a-hole doesn’t mean you can’t get along with them.

Though honestly, I don’t feel like my turning point with Jackie came from anything I did. Well, half of what I did. After a while, ‘penis’ and ‘vagina’ and their Japanese equivalents really lose their effect, so Jackie didn’t really feel threatening anymore. Kids can smell fear and I guess I lost my smell after several months of hearing the same genital names over and over. But what really pushed Jackie into mildly respecting me was a picture.

There’s a picture on my desk of Katie and me in Kyoto. It’s a pretty nice picture, I think. Just the two of us on a street. Kids always ask if she’s my sister, and when I tell them she’s my ‘kanoujou’ they jump back and yell “Eeeeeeeeee?! Honma?!” Well, that’s how girls react anyway. For Jackie, it went a little differently.

He was harassing me at my desk and trying to get under my skin by messing with my stuff and saying ‘penis penis penis!’, when he picked up the Kyoto picture. He asked if the girl in the picture was my sister. I said “Iie. Kanoujou da yo.” He immediately shut his mouth. Japanese guys think Katie is a total babe on account of the fact that she’s a total fox. I could see his rusty brain-gears grinding in vain to make sense of what he was seeing.

“Dorky teacher…have…hot girlfriend. Me not…have…hot girlfriend. Grrrrrr… gloooooorrr… Hot girlfriend…equal…drrrrr…hrrrrrnnnn…awesomeness. So…dorky teacher…not…actually…HOOOOOORRRK…dorky!”

He immediately sat down quietly and asked for my cell phone email. He sends me emails every now and then trying very hard to ingratiate himself to someone who is now cool to him. Sure, his emails still say ‘penis’, but I can tell it’s very respectful and dignified.

As things get warmer, my spirits lift, so I hope this will be the first of many new blogs to come. I know, we’ve all heard that one before, but for those of you who are still with me, I appreciate it. Either way, I need to start writing for myself, at the very least. I’m sure this blog entry alone is enough to show I’ve gotten stale over the past few months. But once I get a rhythm chugging out of the old brain station, the quality will rise back to its mediocre level.

So, see you all later and hopefully soon. I’m going to go play my new Famicom. Booyah one and all.

Okay, so it's a Famulator and not a real Famicom. But it works better than a Famicom and has ten-times cutestyle! Also, it's nostalgic for me because it reminds me of my first visit to Japan.

Trouble Bobble

I can never seem to keep this word-baby rolling the way I want to.  As soon as I commit to blogging on a semi-frequent basis, I get work, or the flu, or a girlfriend.  And those three things eat up a lot of time.  The last one in a good way.

Have I mentioned her yet?  Apparently, I haven’t because she told me so.  I wasn’t really paying attention, which turns out isn’t something you’re supposed to do in a relationship.  In fact, girls really like it when do pay attention.  Weird, I know, but I’m learning.

So let’s fire off a few quick facts about this new ladyfine I got hanging around.

FACT:  Her name is Katie, which is a name her mother gave her, which is a name her mother gave her.

FACT:  She likes cute things like high-pitched voices, cat feet, and babies.

FACT:  She has the desire to eat cute things like cat-footed babies with high-pitched voices.

FACT:  She doesn’t know how to roller skate.

FACT:  She owns the G.I. Joe movie.

FACT:  She likes ninjas because secretly she is a kunoichi.

FACT:  She has a scar under her chin from an escaped dove that flew into the audience at a magic show.

FACT:  She was asked to join her local police force just because she is so radical.

FACT:  She has never paid for a ticket to a sporting event.

FACT:  On a bet, she arm wrestled an ambulance and won eighty bucks.

FACT:  Her favorite attack is the head butt.  She says it’s primitive and boorish, but beautiful in its simplicity.

FACT:  She broke my leg last week.

FACT:  After being cheated in Blackjack, she cut off the ear of the dealer and sold it to him for twenty-one dollars.

FACT:  One time, she ripped open a pig’s back and threw its guts at me.

FACT:  Martin Van Buren had visions of her before his death in 1862.

FACT:  She never says a word until after you’re dead.

And that’s her!  Super awesome, eh?  But that’s not what I’m talking about today.  I’ve spoken my piece on awesome ladies for the day, so I’m off to a new topic.

Difficult children.

Yeah, it seems to be a redundant phrase, doesn’t it?  But really it’s true.  Some kids are more difficult than others.  And now that I teach around 850 of them on a daily basis, I’ve begun to notice certain patterns in the students I teach.

Let’s get one thing straight before I begin.  Children are evil.  A bunch of devils the lot of them.  I don’t discriminate against my students.  I assume they’re all monstrous all-consuming vortexes of money, attention, and energy.  So I approach each one with the love and patience required to deal with your average prison inmate or resident of Miami (Don’t get mad.  Dave Barry said that joke was okay.).

Honestly, I have some nice quiet students, but they are mostly overshadowed by the loud, obnoxious, misbehaving ones.  But even them I can look past.

Because coming to a foreign country to live for x amount of time is no small task.  No one says “I want to move to Japan and slack off for a while.”  Okay, so maybe most people say that, but I don’t.  I want to make a difference.  I want to help these kids out.  And if there is anything I can do to get through to these kids about life and self-improvement, I’ll do it.  Because I see the potential in all of them.

Except one kid.

For protection’s sake, let’s call him Jackie.  Jackie is one of the punk kids who only goes to class to sleep and yell.  Sometimes he yells in his sleep, but the fact remains, he likes to yell.  I first met Jackie the same way I’ve met many of my students.  He came to my desk and looked at me.  Always happy to help a child in need, I looked up at him with a big Michael-style smile.

“How are you?” I said.

“Vagina,” he said.

From that moment on, I knew Jackie was special.  It wasn’t just the way he said ‘vagina’.  It was the twitch in his eye, and the insane cackle he gave afterward.

The second time I saw him, he was at a school assembly throwing his shoes at teachers.  He came up to me and began to say ‘vagina’ in English and Japanese repeatedly, making sure to cackle after every time he said it.  At the time, I was talking to one of his classmates, who is a punk but a good one.  He pointed at Jackie.

“This boy is ****er.”

Jackie knew this word, of course, and slapped the kid before huffing away to throw more clothing at more superiors.  Usually I would say “No, no!  Dame desu yo!  That’s a bad word,” making sure the student knew I didn’t condone that sort of language.  But this time I agreed.  Jackie was kind of a that word.

My first instinct, of course, was to avoid Jackie at all costs.  It made me look awkward and unsure of myself to interact with him, and I couldn’t look that way in front of junior high kids.  You lose a couple cool points with them and it’s all downhill from there.  But since I taught his class, he was really unavoidable.

My second instinct was to make him look stupid.  But the question remained, how do you make someone feel awkward when they willingly yell the word ‘vagina’ in public?  It wasn’t easy, but I managed to do it once.  

He had called a bunch of people over to show them that I *omg!* felt awkward when someone yelled ‘vagina’ at me.  As he geared up for probably the biggest vagina monologue of his life, I started talking to one of his freinds and ignored him.  He couldn’t stand it and got right in my face.  With all wit of a Yale man, he spouted,

“Oi!  Sensei, sensei!  Vagina!  Vagina!  Vaginavaginavagina!”

Ignoring him wasn’t working.  It was time to bring out the big guns.  Something I’d used to freak out annoying punk students before.  Being insane.

“HOLY CRAP!” I yelled, pointing wide-eyed at the wall behind him.  “Jackie, look!”  Everyone looked at the empty wall.

“Vagina!” he continued.  “No, sensei!  Vagina!”

“Man, look at that thing!” I said in horror.  “Oh, the wings.  Gross.  Super gross.  Aw, it’s spewing goo everywhere.  Gross, look at those eyes.  Oh!  It’s laying eggs on the desk!  Sick!”

No one knew what I was saying, but it didn’t matter.  No one cared about Jackie’s vaginas anymore.  He tried in vain to fluster me, but I was more interested in the alien bug on the wall.

The students around us began to giggle at me, completely ignoring Jackie.  He threw a few more vaginas at me before huffing in anger and stomping off.  I had won.  And why not?  I’d used the crazy technique on milder students than Jackie, and they all gave up on trying to bother me.

But even so, Jackie didn’t stop.  He didn’t say vagina to me anymore.  He moved on to more sophisticated topics, such as “penis” and barking like a dog.

This was when I realized my technique used to alienate students probably wasn’t the best anyway.  I instead tried to kill him with kindness.  There were several of the punk boys who hated me in the beginning, and now they love me because I took time to ask about music they liked.  So I figured just because Jackie was an extra punk, there was no reason he couldn’t turn around.

So I started my nice crusade.  I said hi to him every chance I got.  I smiled and waved.  I called on him in class when he raised his hand.  I laughed jovially when he threw things at my head.  Of course, to no avail.

Saying hi only got responses of ‘vagina.’  Calling on him when he raised his hand only got him to pretend he didn’t say anything.  And laughing when he threw things only prompted him to also laugh, then throw more things.  Then say 'vagina.'

I tried this approach for a long time.  In fact, I still try it every time I see him, but really I had given up hope.  Not so much in him, but in my worth as a teacher.  Wasn’t that why I came all the way over to Japan?  To touch children in a magical way?  (You know what I mean.  Don’t misconstrue it.).  If I couldn’t at least understand Jackie, then what good was I?

Well, I wish I could say there was some dramatic event or realization that restored my hope in myself and Jackie all at once.  But there’s not.  The resolution just came from me thinking.  I thought about all the students who I had written off as punks and then become friends with.  I thought of all the students who had written me off, and later came to like me at least a little.  And I thought of all the students who didn’t like me, but I understood they were just jealous of how well I can dance.

But Jackie was different.  He showed me that some people can’t be understood.  Some people don’t have complicated issues, like bad family or drinking problems.  Some people can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with.  Some people just want to watch the world burn.  And as much as I hate to say it even in asterisk form, some people are just ****ers. 

The end.

Ever wonder what the number one Christmas song is in Japan...still?! Yeah... WHAM!

Grandma Bike

So right now, everyone is really happy/sad about the election results. The economy sucks, unemployment is bashing old ladies in the neck, and the mortgage crisis continues to be a crisis I don’t fully understand. So, of course, these issues are on everybody’s minds. But being here in Japan has given me an amazing opportunity to see this election with a new perspective. It has helped me focus on what really matters.

My bike.

That’s right, my bike broke three days ago and things haven’t been the same since. The man at the bike shop basically said it was irreparable. This totally sucks, because it was a mountain bike. “But, Michael,” you may say, “Everyone owns a mountain bike. They’re not special.” Shut up, you idiot. Maybe in America everyone has awesome mountain, road, and BMX bikes, but not here in Japan. Over here basically every man, woman, and child rides a pathetic, gray, one-speed grandma bike with a basket on the front.

So having a mountain bike was craziness! Everywhere I went, people would stare as I rode by. My students would utter ‘kakkoi!’ (cool) as I pedaled past their one-speed hineys every day. Even students who would act up in class and laugh derisively at my white, white skin would suddenly treat me with awe and respect when they saw me jam on my brakes and slide-skid into my bike spot. It just made life so much easier.

And let’s not ignore the speed factor. Having six gears made getting to work a briggity-breeze. I could lean into tight corners, weave between gaggles of pedestrians, and smoke the ever-loving crap out of every other one-speedin’ slug-jockey on the road. It was great.

I suppose I should have been concerned when the clacking started. The chain would rub against the guard and clack whenever I pedaled down on the right side. But instead of taking it to the bike shop right away, I just renamed my bike from “Quicksilver” to “Ol’ Clacky.” I mean, the bike had been through several ALTs before me, so I just figured the clacking was a sign of character. A sort of chime to the can-do attitude that brought it this far.

So when I was riding my bike three days ago, I was completely surprised to lose my footing. “SNAP!” said the gears. “Snap!” I said in return. And that was that. No more Ol’ Clacky.

My very kind and very helpful Board of Education (that’s not sarcasm, by the way. They really are helpful) was the owner of the mountain bike. So obviously, it was their responsibility to replace it.

When my supervisor asked me “Do you…want a mountain bike…again?” I responded bluntly.

“Yes,” I blunted, knowing full well I was supposed to pick up on the fact that it was too hard to do.

“Chotto…muzukashii…” my supervisor said, hoping I would change my answer. I didn’t. Normally, I would comply full force to make my supervisor happy. After all, he’s done soooooo much for me. But this, I couldn’t budge on. I’d gotten used to the celebrity that a mountain bike brings, and I wasn’t about to give that up. “Wednesday meeting, we will talk,” he said. “Now, you ride BOE’s bicycle.”

He went inside for a few minutes and came out with a rusted, gray, grandma bike. Just like everyone else’s. He handed me the keys. “Please,” he said with a smile. But I only heard “Please…embarrass yourself.”

Riding home on that bike that night changed my mind though. Riding a grandma bike wasn’t crappy. It was sucky. There’s a difference.

All of a sudden, my status had been lowered. Instead of leaning forward to pick up speed, I was forced to sit up straight and let the wind slow me down. Not to mention bugs. I definitely ate some bugs.

The handlebars were really short, not like the gloriously wide handlebars on Quickclacky. No longer could I maneuver through crowds. Instead, when a bustle of people was walking in front of me, my only option was to squeeze the brakes and wobble awkwardly as the bike with enormous wheels decided to slow down.

Did I mention the wheels were huge? Giant wheels with thin tires controlled by a weenie handlebar. Tell me the designer of that wasn’t high when that idea hit him. Steering any more than an inch one way or the other is like trying to steer a cat on speed.

But the worst part, of course, was that I was no longer cool. Instead of feeling like a super swift bike-themed superhero, I felt the overwhelming urge to give tied handkerchiefs full of biscuits to any kind sonnies I might happen to meet. I felt like smiling all the time and giggling heartily at things that weren’t intended to be funny. I felt like Parcheesi was a good game. I felt like a grandma!

The next few days, no one said anything on my ride to school. It’s not like they hated me, but they certainly didn’t think I was cool. My feet cranked on, knowing that the crappy bike was only temporary. The BOE had to buy me a new one. I just prayed it was an awesome, awesome mountain bike.

Several days rolled by as I endured the wobbly rust monster that was my grandma bike. Finally, I got a call from my supervisor. “Hello, Michael-san,” he said quietly, almost too quiet to hear. “Etto. Tonight, we have your new bicycle. Please come to BOE.” I was jazzed. I “hai hai hai-ed” and “nn nn nn-ed” may way all up and down that phone call.

The rest of the day, I couldn’t stop thinking about the new bike. This was it. Ol’ Clacky was great, but he was old. A brand new mountain bike would be cooler than ever. Sleek silver. Multiple gears. Maybe even a laser point on the headlight. Maybe not, but I could tape one on. Either way, it would be sweet.

So the hour came. I cranked my rusty loan bike on its last ride under my crotch, before my crotch was transferred to a more deserving mode of transport. I parked the grandma bike and ran to my supervisor’s office. He greeted me in the Japanese way, which involves lots of smiling back and forth because neither of us can communicate with the other all that well.

He led me out the door and down the stairs. We came upon a crowd of parked bikes behind the BOE. Which one was mine? Then I saw it. The most beautiful mountain bike I’d ever seen. If I ever wanted anything under my crotch, this was it. My supervisor grabbed the handlebars of the mountain bike…and moved it out of the way.

There against the wall was a brand new grandma bike, complete with back basket for those picnics with your grandkids. He pulled it out and excitedly showed me the features.

“The back wheel,” he pushed down on it. “Shocks.” He clicked the dial on the handlebars. “Three gears. Switch, switch, switch,” he said as switch, switch, switched them. “Automatic, etto…denki…light. Automatic light.” His thumb moved to the left handlebar. RING RING! “And a new bell!”

“Oh boy, oh boy” said the Donald Duck that lives in my subconscious. I shot him with my subconscious gun. Sure, the bike was nice, but where was the cool factor? Nowhere. That’s where.

Not seeing any other option, I thanked my supervisor the bike and rode off. Sure, it was an uncool piece of steel and rubber, but it was one comfortable uncool piece of steel and rubber. And it had a speedometer. Not, that I would ever use it, but it was nice thought.

I stopped at a crosswalk, and my light went out as wheel-powered lights tend to do. But unlike most other wheel-powered lights, this one blinked green while you’re stopped. Finally, a bike with a light I can use as evidence for my case if someone hit me. Of course, being foreign, I’d still go to jail, but man I’d have a really good case.

However, all the cool features and steel frame and speedometer and new bell were not enough to convince me. I still wanted my old bike back. I parked Ol’ Newy and went into my apartment. After that, I don’t know. Maybe I watched TV?

The next morning, I saddled up (It’s funny because the Japanese word for bike seat is “saderu”. Ha ha ha! So literally, I saddled up! Ha ha ha ha! And I was on a saddle!! Ha ha ha! HA HA HA HA! HAAAA heh-heh HAAA-HA-HA! HAAAAAAAAA! … I’m done now.) and headed for school.

I passed a student and he didn’t say anything about my new bike. Of course my students have no lives and nothing better to do than notice me and everything new about my life, so why wouldn’t they say anything?

I guess I was just going to have to accept my uncoolness and live with it. I lived with it in America, so I’d just have to learn to live with it here. Suddenly, I heard a student call out.

“Oh, Maikeru. Kakkoi!” What this bike? Then I heard it again. “Kakkoi! Kakkoi!” That’s when I realized the most magical lesson of all. The power of coolness isn’t in your bike or your shoes or your candy necklace ironically worn for overplayed retro sentiment. The power of coolness is in your heart, or in my case, in the fact that I’m foreign.

So now I really love my bike. It goes pretty fast for a grandma bike and the brakes don’t squeal. The ride is smooth and comfortable and the basket is big enough for all my groceries. It maneuvers better than I thought it would and even looks kind of cool too. So things worked out.

And an update on Halloween. Turns out it wasn’t so bad. Not the same as at home, of course, but the JET Halloween party was pretty jumping. Katie and I went together as cats. We were supposed to be BattleCats, but we only had enough time to cut me up and throw blood on me, which was fine. As long as I’m covered in blood, I’m happy.

So off I go! I’m actually about to go teach my last lesson of the day. Then home, for a sweet, sweet nap. Oooooh man. I can feel that pillow already. Piece out.


















This is the new baby. Those yellow spots of light aren't refelctions of the flash. They're demon eyes tengu eyes embedded into the bike.























The back. Check out those shocks, suckas!

ALSO! One more thing. My friends started an amazing comedy project I fully support called "Carpenter 2016." Usually when your friends start some internet thing, it sucks. But those are your friends. My friends rock. So check out the videos. "Gun Control" is my favorite so far.

Boo! I guess...

I hate this cold. Maybe because I don’t have a blanket or a jacket or insulation. But the primary reason goes deeper than that. It ruins my shower time. I love my showers. They are hot and warm and relaxing. I spend too much time in the shower every day, but it’s worth the water bill to me. Sometimes I just stand there and hug the stream of hot water because I love it so much (by the way, as far as you’re concerned, I wear a bathing suit in the shower so please don’t imagine me naked). But the euphoria of that steamy streamy can’t be enjoyed, because I know in the back of my mind that it will soon come crashing down.

You see, in Japan, Your toilet and your shower are in separate rooms. In fact, your shower is a room covered in rubber from floor to ceiling, so you can splash water on the walls and floor, curtain free. Thus, there is no place to put your towel. Thus, you have to open your door to get your towel. Do you see where this is going?

Japanese homes also don’t have insulation. I don’t know why. I guess being warm just never caught on. But whatever the reason, the fact remains that a Japanese home is pretty much just as cold as the outside. So when I’m feeling nice and happy warm, filled with joy from the steam on my nape, the last thing I want to do is open the door. But I have to.

And it sucks! Opening the door just crack is like having Mr. Freeze, Captain Cold, Ice Man, and Samus Aran blast their ice beams straight at your nipples. Then your skin tightens, you shake, grimace, cringe, and start hating puppies. Nobody wants to feel that way. Especially me. I love puppies!

That’s an extreme example of my hate for cold, though. I really hate cold in all its forms. I’ve hated it all my life. But there was always one thing that I looked forward to when it began to get chilly. One thing that kept me from lashing out at small children in the park. The Holiday Season.

I speak, of course, of that wonderful conglomerate of used-to-be Christian holidays that force us to drown our sorrows in a mix of candy corn, turkey, and presents. I’ve loved these mostly-empty celebrations of nothing for all the superficial reasons. And being in Japan did not change my intense excitement for the holidays. As soon as that chill hit my pasty white arms, I thought, “Ah, I may be filled with rage, but at least Halloween is coming soon.” Yes, I love Halloween. I love candy, costumes, and creepy/grisly horror. So when my school asked me to give a Halloween lesson, I was ecstatic.

So I began planning my lesson with love and care. I even made my own game instead of stealing one from a website! It was going to be grandiose.

The day came when I gave my first Halloween lesson. I showed the ‘This is Halloween’ clip from “The Nightmare Before Christmas”, I showed pictures of my old Halloween costumes, we watched the SpongeBob Halloween special, and finished with my game. I must say one of my proudest moments was getting a classroom full of Japanese kids to say “Don’t cross the streams.” I really wanted to get them to say “This is my boomstick,” but out of context, that line could get me in trouble.

So I taught the lesson to class after class, waiting for my Halloween excitement to rise, as it normally did. But around the sixteenth, I was no more excited about Halloween than I was on the first. Where was my Halloween spirit? Time marched forward, as it tends to do. The eighteenth. The twentieth. Nothing. Lesson after lesson. The twenty-third. Nothing.

Now JET Halloween parties were being planned. People (foreign people, I mean) were talking about costumes and candy. But for some reason, I didn’t care. For the first time, I didn’t want to dress up. I didn’t want candy or scary movies. Something was wrong, but I didn’t know what.

Finally, after one of my lessons, I asked a student, “Did you enjoy Halloween lesson?” He thought for a while, mostly because he was piecing together the English. Finally he looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. “Ma ma,” he said.

Ma ma? Ma ma?! My lesson was better than ma ma! It was sugoi! It was jouzu! But it certainly wasn’t ma ma. I went to students from previous classes.

“Do you remember? Halloween lesson? Harowin oboiteiru? Was it good?” They would think and then say “ma ma,” or “so-so,” or “okay.”

This did not compute. This hardcore did not compute! They were laughing in class. They were entranced by SpongeBob’s ghostly antics. They had fun pretending I was a zombie and hitting me with umbrellas. So how could it be ma ma?

Then it hit me. Japan is the country that Halloween forgot. No one celebrates Halloween here. No one here knows the true meaning of Halloween. The schools don’t have pumpkins and ghosts. TV is missing horror movie marathons and ghostly versions of popular cartoons. The stores are devoid of the unavoidable command to buy oceans of candy to give to strangers, lest your house be egged and pooped on. That’s the true meaning of Halloween. It’s about everyone being surrounded by Halloween crap until you hate yourself for not participating.

So that’s why the kids didn’t get excited about one of the best holidays ever. They can’t be. They’re not surrounded by the commercialized hype. And that’s why this year, I just don’t care about one of my favorite holidays. Tomorrow is Halloween and I don’t have a costume. I had an idea, but I just didn’t care enough to put it together. I don’ care about candy. I don’t care because Japan doesn’t care, and I wanted it to care so very much.

But despite this, I’m still going to the Halloween party. I’m still going to watch every Simpsons Treehouse of Horror episode I have. I’m still going to play through Darkstalkers with every character. I’m still going to eat bitter Japanese chocolate that doesn’t taste very good because they have no concept of sugar here. Because it’s the right thing to do! It’s the Halloweenie thing to do.

And I know that once I shoddily put together a costume and smatter fake blood on myself, I’ll feel better. I always feel better when I’m covered in blood. So Happy Halloween everyone! I hope your Halloween is scary and bright. I will do my best to make the most of this non-Halloween I have coming up. I’ll do it…for America! Peace out. I leave you with these Halloween drawings.



















This one is just a Halloween greeting I made. Happy Halloween!





















Zombie fighting guy. He has no name. Drawn on crappy paper.



















Zombie fighting guy again. Also, the first time I've tried shading in about two years.

















A gross monster? He just looks like a dumb Ultraman monster to me.

















One of the teachers at my school requested a comic for her birthday. Her birthday happens to be on Halloween.